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cracked with bites
05:22
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the night cools my soul
and suffocates the woven rags
in raucous, glaucous pedestal
in which are posed the glosses
of the dislocated dawn of apotheoses
evoked among the roses
revitalized and morose
furrowed with bruises
and ravished with purring,
looted with piles,
asleep in nothingness,
scattered by time,
the wind clearing dust and earth
from my eyelids to see my blood,
boiling, foaming,
in the heavenly, insolent spring,
of innocence breaks my ranks
in pearly, beaming floods,
I am only one moment
in the awakening from nightmares of the last night on earth
I play the game of twinned times with memories
in black, sleep-inducing bristles where my stunted dreams macerate
that try to measure up to the only truest,
those of the word and forgetting
(banners of solitude
where I atone from my anger
over the stupid lies of life)
saturnine rotations in the rings
of the squares of carnal annals
oceanic replies and reversals
in waves and whirlpools rounded by
the frictions of fiction and splits in the
fissions on the fissures in sutures on the azure
crackled with bits and divided with stripes
surrealistic and liquid in the limpid
bricks in the doorways
grins of the diurnal moon in fragments of water tanks
and the words the words the words
the alcohol flows freely,
ambrosia of idiots,
the blood of the giants who feed the streams
the arabesques almost agile in the kidneys of the remains
of dry marrows strewn over blazing breaches
spare parts of stylized horrors among the crossings
sly, encloistered with spontaneous mistakes
in the voided void with ova rhyming with ideas of rime
fragmented into stellar crystals
pulsating drifts in pulmonary echoes
and racily rooted with blasphemous ices of traces
chants and flasks
hidden and fantastic
if my wishes are under the care of smooth silky dreams
I would dare to hope to know when emerged from my eyes
in gazes transformed from matter into halos
2.
the emptiness of words and
the emptiness of the soul, spitting made to measure
by its loathsome instruments of war,
devour the ubiquity of silence in
the temporal frameworks
doxa of disturbance
crime and punishment of resplendent backwashes
in stylistic echoes of simple purities
prolific pleonasms
of magnificent and magnanimous anarchic dogmas
fullness and multiplicity
foldings in the subtleties
simultaneous deconstruction of my feverish poetry
the instants that escape the desire to capture them
the hands too big to wear them, shedding leaves
in fragrances, the effervescence of foam, the rainy soils
of planets in orbit around galaxies in infinite spirals
in the darkness the softest of sleeping azure
3.
season of skies in fluorescent compendia
glints of joy on hinges tainted with rust
in expectation of the tender, wet suffering
drunk, obsessively bubbled sleepwalker
abandonment of the being in indivisible cells
4.
the Cyclops's eye gaping in its pedestal
grief of the myopic giant in his rags
leaves that mask our timeless prayers
apocalyptic cancer in an orgy of destruction
sows the blood of semes that self-love in syncopated scenes
repercussions of rebounds of shattered shells
on the surfaces of mirrors, on the imprisoned reflections
echoes of sighs of exterminated shadows
ghosts and spectres of lights that slip between
the railings of my eyelids
to throw themselves into the abyss
of my skull
5.
at the end of the world
your wings spread, viscous
will detach.
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semiotic cosmos
05:22
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my soul extends over the crest of the vast nothingness
is surrounded with sidereal sweetness
furrowing the edges of light
running along the flow of the gutters
a rain of stimuli streaming in my veins
to irrigate the earth of the sleepy garden
and so that I can gather its fruits of signifiers
on an autumn morning full of laughing leaves
scattered in the wind like my childhood memories
I feel an imperceptible substance
I drink from an inexhaustible spring
that fills strident slanders with sleeplessness wind gusts
of infinite whisperings my shell of wilted blood
ravage between the gizmos where smooth clouds slide
waving the fresco almost frail of the jumbled landscape
kaleidoscope of inaudible mirages
and me, the man under the mirror of skies
that lies, dreaming between the eternal cracks
streaking the attempts at raw emancipations
of a body lacerated by invasions that heckle
to the last boundaries of the universe
the molecules of azure structuring my matter
in the cold folds, artificial paradises
me, that man,
like the swallow,
flies off to the unknown
I feel an imperceptible substance
I drink from an inexhaustible spring
that fills strident slanders with sleeplessness wind gusts
of infinite whisperings my shell of wilted blood
ravage between the gizmos where smooth clouds slide
waving the fresco almost frail of the jumbled landscape
kaleidoscope of inaudible mirages
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lego blocks of eternity
02:47
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I have to detect the differences
in the inconsistencies of incongruous spaces
like a climber who looks for cracks to grab onto and continue to scale
on the sides of cliffs of an indecipherable discomfort
to find the strangeness in our sleepwalking
to continue to look for the weaknesses in the prism
to emphasize the omnipresent qualities that construct the negative spaces
the bellicose ubiquity of the whitecapped buoys
in the black ocean spun with propellers and spirals escapes the fangs of my ferocity
purple fog in my feral pupils electricity provided by the colours of dawns
palette of feelings that fly if grazed by the simple caresses of the wind
I am don quixote at war against the giants of the universe
I am don juan who attracts the metaphysical succubuses
that under my cyclical sun inhale the kaleidoscopic rays
to leave only one unit, stripped down in the tub of lego blocks of eternity
the grace of the delicious movements of the propellers of my flesh
shivers like a silent prayer in my reptilian brain
my cortex, heavy, awkward,
incapable of grasping every subtlety
let yourself be carried away by the impetus of roots
I skid outside the universe of reason
I am unreal, magic dissolution
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silk wolf cubs
04:53
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I want to run but you're right there
you smell like the incense of a cold-blooded saint
a look at your fingers looking at me
you're the only one who sees
there is no way out of the wear and tear of love
I guide your bites to the rhythm where your wounds heal and can’t manage your greed
your soul is covered with varicose veins with scars with windswept cliffs
where I can sleep and never scream.
oasis, the flow of my dreams
may, wants, maybe, worried,
take root in the erotic erosion erupting in a gloss of flesh and thoughts,
and you quote, excited
I love you and neither do you
you look at the snow
the flood of flakes and flamingos in the light of dawn glows
the sky is orangey clouds light with rages and exhausted storms
the final stages are completed.
raise up from your feet. you must still talk about your old addictions
freshly cleared of the sun drunk with water of your life
enduring and tough until infinity
my passions writhe like silk wolf cubs that nibble
in the mould of my reflected self
in a frantically closed faith you freeze your frights of animosity
they bequeath you a static pain for lack of more insecurity
you watch the snow fall
your open eyes flicker
under the shock waves
swirling in the belly of the ventriloquist
you are of a rare beauty, woven with rags
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autumn
03:28
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On the crest oscillating between darkness and light, on the brink of the abyss, before being devoured by the icy fangs of the inevitable, the tender joys of spring and the torrid passions of summer put on their dresses fed with flames woven from a proud desperation.
Among the bright remains of the cohorts of dead leaves, the foam of tender memories stirs a soil curled up against the formidable frostiness of decline. The dawn is a tender memory at the zenith of life, and the burning dawn like a living forge, inhabited with an array of dreams, gnaws its sparkling tears of relief from the sky.
Finally the end of the hunger of living The hopeless, hoarse howlings and whisperings of the winds of a void unreeling its sterile guts in the childbirth of an opaque sleep rock calmly the awakening of the living. Refrigerant storms overlooking the orange strangenesses plastered in the beauty of a candle flame burned down to the final gulp of gory wax. It doesn't take much to appreciate the war cry of our mother in the face of the bitter conclusion of her mysteries, in the face of the powerless silence of the floods that freeze like the sap in its trunk.
A simple breath is enough to undress the trees of their armours woven with tongues. Time tears their flesh to leave only clues of life, monolithic skeletons loaded with boreal rains. The light crosses the prisms among the branches and imprisoned rainbow reflections graze those light rays of their kaleidoscopic voices. The last leaves stay bravely on the branches, their last colours blanched by the moulting. Nature peels under the hail of time.
The hidden subtleties of those coloured fragrances can do nothing against the reign of defleshed snow. Even the sun, sealed in its pedestal, is subjected to the infernal night and to its voracious gusts of tar.
The Moon stares at us with a mocking, crazy placidity, like the eye of the ghost of nature above the cemetery of our joys in arborescences of bloomings under the implosion of stillborn buds.
All there is left to do is to wait for the revolution of the entire planet. His breath of life is based in his frosty tomb. But in spite of that, autumn is a sign of hope, adorned with peaceful laughs before his fall.
During his journey to the bottom of the abyss, we see one last confident, conspiratorial smile from our mother to her children to reassure them, because one day, she will come back.
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jack
05:01
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he looks out the window at the light broken by the poorly placed frames of this damned house.
he tells himself that this mess isn't worth it anymore. he picks up his rifle and goes out. there are two vehicles parked on the street. a gray one and a black one. he starts to shoot at the people driving the passing cars making sure that they can't see him it would be too bad not to be able to finish the work begun he reloads his rifle and walks in the public square. nobody notices him until he liquidates an eighty-year-old in a wheelchair who was moving too slowly. people start to scream
chaos
music
his ears can barely tolerate that racket. he harmonizes it with two cartridges. one smashes into the skull of a little six-year-old girl and the other in the belly of her pregnant mother. he laughs enthusiastically. no policeman stops him. they look. he begins to understand what he is doing and he wonders where this desire to destroy comes from. he tells himself that it could not be otherwise and that it has been far too long that he has been waiting his whole life he has been waiting to see this moment. he hides his face behind the sight of his rifle and he fires again and again blinded by adrenaline and the euphoria of ending all those lives and of being the one who who who who who.
Jack wakes up in his shabby basement filled with broken light that comes through the frames of his poorly place windows in this damned house and he tells himself that he has had enough of this damn mess so he takes a knife and goes outside it is two thirty-three and it is very cold several pedestrians could be targets for him he chooses one at random and cuts him to pieces in an alley. the other man doesn't even have the strength to scream because he is also fed up with the damned mess of reality. Jack Jack Jack wakes up in his dusty attic and begins to eat the rats he hunted that night before the pieces cut from his dolls provide him with salt for his filth and he refuses to believe that this girl is not of ivory but in fact of flesh. Jack wakes up and wakes up again and goes back to sleep while waking up and he takes his time with the body of his beloved. Jack sits down on his couch turns on the TV and begins to watch
he feels better.
his house is on fire.
he doesn't feel the heat licking his skin and making his eyes boil. everything he feels is a stretched smile on his lips that are no longer his, but in fact those of an ordinary demon. Jack wakes up and sees jackals shredding his carcass. pigs eat him all around.
Jacques wakes up and suddenly he observes that he is in class and he has to write his psychology exam. the teacher laughs but Jack doesn't laugh.
he shoots himself two days later
and that's the end of our story
pain of living
sounds of dry breaths / cuts abrupt and fluid
discovering the fragile tactile volume of my tight throat that frees my words
I would have to have a tongue to speak / an absence to have a reason to have an idea to know
where to go with this thread of forced shivers.
the odour of copper muddles the living room with asphyxia
the nerve tightens the hands stretch out on the lascivious faces of cyborg brides
waiting in line to jump into the volcano
they stretch their wings. they try their refuge, their fantasies incoherent in the inn of our flesh. we implore a sky blackened by atomic faults. blind and howling for pity pity pity to combat the objectivity of nuclear precision. our families united in one last instant of life
unbearable sufferings shared at random like those shootings in the media like those parades of macabre mirrors on TV its claws rapacious hollow its voracious nest in the cavities of my skull
I have. / I have a / I have an ache / I have a tooth / I have a toothache / that will only be healed
by pulling them out / I have a heartache that will only be healed / by pulling it out
again and again and again and again and again and again and again
for centuries and centuries
blessed be he
amen.
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the pink unicorn
03:15
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the pink unicorn looks at you with lunacy and indecency.
it is as if a point on your belly itches. You scratch to relieve yourself, but the more you scratch
the more it itches. so you keep on scratching. Through the hair. through the flesh. Through the iron that keeps your skeleton whole. it continues itching but you no longer hunger
for scratching.
you're in spare pieces. (self-destruction.)
the pink unicorn tears off your head with its benevolent smile.
it penetrates your being unconsciously. / it knows everything on you / it wants everything about you / it wants to devour you /
the pink unicorn flies in a Crayola sky
weaving its web of tearful whistles and carnivores on the edge of circumflex, cerebral death.
its wings of sheet metal and magma sewn of pyjama fabric
beat the air with their heavy mass / and its ripped open torso lets flow her bubble-gum coloured intestines
but it is her eyes that provide the scariest spectacle
it is as if their shine evoked billions of stellar teeth formed from clouds
of sharpened diamonds. that cut out the planets and devour the heads and tear away the new-borns from the humid basements of specialized clinics in botched abortions
her laugh is like an epileptic fit / her smile detaches from her anorexic lips
her whisperings worm their way under your eyelids / between your eyelashes and penetrate your retinas to loot them for sulfuric urine / it blinds you and gnaws your face while you scream a laugh covered with incoherent words. and you wake up in pieces from your post-traumatic nightmare
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burst skies
03:53
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standing in front of the mirror, a pallid face
the rain is soft and showers wipes
its muddy filth on the carpet
on the dank stage under the blank page
facing the snow escaped from the clouds
to be deflowered among the seeds of
the stem cell of unreality
I wake up. I forget my dreams
(condensation on frozen thermometers)
coagulation in the gaze burst skies
neck numb tuque buried
under the spider webs of our umbrellas
one is devoured
to discover that the answer is simple
we are a society tamed
by institutions of nonsense
shut up in our senses.
the climb toward perfection
leaves everyone behind, above all else.
the burst skies blind
our atheist spirituality that bellows
while humming hymns that
glorify the waste of beauty
during the economic crisis of the stock exchange of our ideas.
frog in the throat.
I swallowed it to clean the soot that sticks there when the fireplace of my guts burn.
air current
lucid lights
across a window sewn from scratch
in the mansion of my reason
it is the waking of wonder that lives in our blood
impassive,
the skies have been left to languish in their pools of eels,
drowned by diffuse, translucent, limpid, sterile tears
they have been burst. cruel eternity of blinded awakening,
the setting sun
is red green yellow blue
I tell myself I have to have eyes
to see, but I tell myself that
it is false and that I am still capable
of glimpsing it in my dreams or else when
I close the space between my eyelids and that finally
all that equals nothing except
that I can say that now I know what to talk about.
and all the little stars that hang in their niches in the sky
simultaneously disconnected from my temporary reality
virtually altered by random conditioning
and completely relative to the
television station in
which your reason
watches itself
while it worsens…
are very brilliant.
and very beautiful.
silence that whispers in my absence.
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